I give myself away and nothing is alright, and nothing feels ok. I give myself away and I have gone astray. I give myself away, and everybody knows. I still miss him.

Everybody knows, ’cause everyone can see just about all that is wrong with me. Everybody claims with just one look, you can read me like an open book. I don’t have an armour, I don’t have a shield, sitting here and waiting for the pain to yield. Don’t know how to pretend.

I give myself away.